"But why do people always leave?"
"Darling, it’s just hard to be the one who stays."
and you don’t look back,
or when you call me by my name
and not by “babe”
like the way you used to,
i feel like everything was
in my magical mind;
we never really happened,
or did we?”
I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy
because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless
and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.”
I think somewhere along the way, I gave up. I got tired of always trying to make everything between us okay because I wanted you in my life. Then, I’d realized that you didn’t even care. Maybe I realized it’s too late, but it still hurts.
Maybe some how I am still hoping that we’d find a way to change and turn it back to what we used to be. I have to draw a line because there comes a point where I just had enough and I’d love to give up.
But I never did because I had hope that it might change. Now, I think I have to make that decision because it’s not fair to the both of us. Especially me. It pains me to say this. Maybe because I still care.
But I need to say Goodbye. I know what is my problem right now. I can’t let people go. I put so much effort into putting them in my life that I just hang myself to them.
But people change and things aren’t what they used to be. I just wanted to tell you honestly.. That I am happy that you stepped into my life, even you know for a short while.
You’ve made me realize things, especially about myself and people around me. I’m going to miss you. So for the both of us, this is my goodbye.